…and His gay slave.
You might think there’s no such thing. You might think if there is such a thing there’s no sex involved. You’d be wrong on both accounts. Sure there are straight Masters & Owners who don’t want anything sexual with an inferior male, but what I’m about to describe are 3 straight Dominant Men/Masters I served over a lengthy period of time where the straight Man had a girlfriend and went back to her each time, with no threat to their relationship, or He went out weekends shagging women or wanting to but failing to pull, or the Master was married.
Often it was because of their respect for women that this need for a male servant/slave arose or because it was simply better than masturbation as I’ll explain.To date I’ve served 5 straight Dominant Men in total and I’ll update with details about the last two if I have time.
I used to think like a lot of people that gay was defined by the acts of gay sex, but that’s not always the historical understanding. Most Roman Masters who would often fuck both their male and female slaves were for all intents and purposes straight. Most prison sex/rape is conducted by those who would define themselves as straight on the outside.
For some it seems, there is some disconnect or even dissonance between sexual acts and sexual thoughts/feelings. Some men are able to receive full oral sex and even perform anal sex with another human being regardless of the gender of that person. They’re not bisexual because they only form feelings for one gender, not both – the men servicing them are just performing a sex act on par with their own hand performing masturbation or a sex toy. We don’t call wankers “handists”, we don’t call sex toy users “fleshlighters”. We accept that as it is just a tool and there are no romantic feelings for the actual toy that it’s not on par with sexual attraction.
I’ve found several straight Men who can use gay guys like a sex toy or an alternative to masturbation. Perhaps they’re “gayists” – straight guys who use gay guys, like that Yahoo chat room in the 90s called: StraightGuysWhoDontMindGayGuysSuckingThemOff, remember that one? 😀
What I’ve found is that with these straight Men, they have only a specific sexual act or set of sexual acts that they’ll allow another male to perform for them. They’ll go so far and no further. It follows that a lot of these straight Men need to control the situation possibly so that it doesn’t go too far into things He doesn’t like or want, a bit like a wanker who stops before his hand starts to fist him :p
From my subservient submissive perspective what is so great about such straight Men is that they’re able to use a male slave or servant purely for the act, their own pleasure, their self-gratification, the power trip, the degradation and humiliation, but without most of the emotional baggage that builds up between an man and a woman or two gay men. They are just “friends with benefits”, and with all the negative aspects of all the baggage that builds up in conventional relationships, this kind of sex can be refreshing.
The Str8 Teen Turned Master
Many years ago I met this teenager at work a couple of months before he turned 18. I was 22. He always wanted a girlfriend but being so young and short and skinny women didn’t exactly fight for his attention. He and I became best friends, something about Him not yet being 18 and going into the big wide world brought out the sub in me where I wanted to take care of him. We spent every weekend together drinking, smoking, high while he played computer games (I’ve never been into computer games but I liked making sure he always had a beer and anything he wanted food wise while he barely looked up from the screen).
One stoned night we agreed that if someone broke in intent on raping us that it would be easier if I, as the gay guy, would offer myself in the hope that he might be saved (we were stoned!). As the weeks dragged on we talked more and more about the idea of a gay guy being a substitute for a girlfriend on those nights and weekends where the straight guy didn’t pull. After all, what difference did it make whether it was a guy or a blowup doll or a fleshlight performing the service?
Things didn’t start off with cock sucking straight away as He felt that was too close for comfort, but I started sleeping in his bed with him, and each Saturday morning as he woke up I would rim him and he would then start masturbating. At first he would go to the bathroom to cum as he felt it was too like “gay sex” for a hetero like him to cum with me in his bed. Eventually though I said that as he liked being rimmed I could do it more often and if he wanted he could tie me to the bed and just sit on my face so he was in full control at all times. He liked this idea and after trying it I became His “rimming buddy”, each Friday and Saturday night he would spend over an hour sitting on my face masturbating lightly. He would spit beer into my mouth if I got thirsty and sit back down on my face again. He would cum on my chest.
By this point he was now 18 and still really wanting a girlfriend. Talking more about the kind of women he likes, he said he liked the more traditional type where he was the man and the one in charge. This was music to my ears as all the rimming service I’d given him over a period of weeks while tied to his bed had very much instilled in me that he should be in the one in charge in all matters. I wanted to do more for him, provide more services than just rimming so one Saturday morning I noticed he was rock hard so I pulled down his boxers and went down on him. It came to him as a shock but he made no effort to stop me. He came quite quickly, having small balls the pressure was enormous and it went straight down my throat. That was it, I was now in full subservient mode, the feeling of his cum hitting the back of my throat like a tidal wave and the taste and smell of his cum flicked a switch in my brain.
From then on after masturbating while being rimmed, he would cum in my mouth but not fully put his dick in my mouth. For a few more weeks I would only get to suck him off on a Saturday morning while he was waking up or still half-asleep. Bit by bit though as he came in my mouth I would suck more and more on his dick until I was basically sucking him off for the last stage of his wank.
I told him I wanted to service him a lot more and not just sexually. I started massaging and orally servicing his feet, which he loved. I would tidy his room, serve him hand and foot and we’d even shower together where I provided him with my full (and very popular) shower service.
I did lots of other things for him that I won’t go into as I’m discreet and naturally very private, but I’ll say that by being best friends and now His oral servant meant he and I could go a lot further for a lot longer.
We had lunch together at work and he’d always go off to the toilet so I had the idea that if he went to the toilet on the top floor which was largely deserted I could suck him off and he could have a daily blowjob. He liked the idea of not having to masturbate during the week so every lunch break I would suck him off or he would face fuck me at work. It meant not only was he no longer masturbating but I was swallowing all his cum every day, and several times at the weekend, while to him my mouth was a substitute vaginal cum dump. Perfect.
He’s now married to a submissive Japanese woman so hopefully he’s getting much the same diligent service. If not, he knows where to find me 🙂
The Anal Sex Str8 Top
On Gaydar a straight guy messaged me as I had a bit of a sub/slave profile on there (nothing like the one on Recon 😉 He said he had a girlfriend. He wanted to do anal sex but didn’t feel comfortable approaching the subject with his girlfriend and needed an outlet. He thought as gay guys took it up the arse, they’d be a good solution. This manifested itself in the straight guy needing total control over the situation which involved him dominating his “fuck bitch” or “faggot” even to the point of using force and degrading language.
He lived on my route home from work so it was nay bother going to see him whenever he wanted. His girlfriend worked evenings as a nurse I think so it was ideal. I would go round to his and he would simply fuck me in the arse and then I’d continue on my journey home. He started off just fucking me once, but then it became 3 or 4 times over 3 or 4 hours with me acting as his fluffer and foot stool in between fucks.
He became really intense about it all, expecting me there at a specific time and not a minute late. He got more and more rough and even violent and often taunted me that if I wanted him to stop fucking me or hitting me while he was in mid-flow it would be too late and he’d just carry on. He said he could do anything he wanted to me as I was just a whore and a faggot. This all degraded and excited me.
I used to check my arse in between fucks but he got so turned on by dominating me and fucking and beating me at the same time that he could often just fuck twice in a row. Str8 guys need to realise that just because they’re fucking my arse like a pussy it’s still an exit and for the one and only time in my sexual life, there was a bit of discoloration on the condom and that was enough for him to snap out of his dominance and he kicked me out there and then lol.
A few months later while I was out drinking with loads of straight male friends, he saw me in the street, and being the intense slightly unstable character he is, he just came up to me and started trying to pull me back to his. It was all very rapey and my straight friends just thought that as he knew my name maybe this is what gay guys are like, but eventually they stepped in and saved me. A part of me wishes they hadn’t of course because he most likely would have taken me back to his or down an dark alley and “raped” me, which after a lengthy drought at that point was better than talking about football and women with my straight mates (straight men can be so boring at times, can’t they? :p)
The Saudi Prince
So a few years pass as do a couple of gay Dom/sub long-term relationships and once single again I decide to get back into looking for a Master or Dominant Alpha-male to service.
A Master from Saudi Arabia contacts me on Recon to say that he’s in London looking for a servant/slave, a live-in position for six months, but must be willing for full servitude, obedience, and respect as a true subservient. I also had to accept that “Master is straight and married” and only looking for a “servant with benefits”.
I wasn’t allowed to know what those benefits were, but my accommodation would be a very nice 5 star apartment in Central London and as long as I provided Master with full service in all things I would be paid well.
I was moving out of my accommodation at that point and only working part-time so six months rent free servitude seemed to fit the bill.
So I turn up for the “interview” where I have to undress and put on my servant uniform, which was basically a very expensive suit that fitted quite well. To the outside world I was an assistant and PA, but I wouldn’t see the outside world again for six months. I served Him in a number of sexual ways but also domestically, full shower, bathroom, valet service, you get the picture.
I moved into His apartment the following week and pretty quickly I learned that I was His assistant but only where sex and His personal needs were concerned. i wasn’t allowed out of the apartment at all, he would lock me in when He went out. When He was home I would spend my time serving or servicing Him. He fucked me a lot. And then a month into service He started to bring His friends round to use me. These were mostly young guys His age with the oldest being about 40. They were all Arabs (I like Arab men :p) but I’m not sure if they were all from Saudi Arabia, or where they were from.
They would also regularly come round individually during the day and use me sexually, and as I was the slave, I had to do everything they wanted and how they wanted it. If I didn’t they could get quite rough (more than they already were) and they would often threaten to tell my Master, which they said would result in very heavy beating.
They all loved getting their dicks sucked, constantly kept sticking them in my mouth, they loved being rimmed but they were especially heavily into anal sex, all total tops that could fuck for very lengthy periods of time. Having a slave seemed to be a major release for them where they could unleash their pent up wild side.
At weekends I would often have to serve several of them at the same time – an orgy of Masters if You like. i liked it because they really treated me not just as a slave but as their property so they were often quite caring, too (as long as I always complied immediately).
There was also no direct talk of consent at all which I found really refreshing: the fact that I had agreed to move in and be enslaved and they had sensible limits of their own was consent enough.